while standing on the seastrand
as gale force winds whip whitecaps into froth
and driving rain mixes with fog to
eliminate visibility
no vessels in sight
except a lone coast guard cutter
submerged
now breaching
washed with salt water
hatches sealed tight
white knuckles on the helm,
i contemplate enigmatic questions of
primordial origins
the etiology and eschatology of
an infinite cosmos
what erodes?
what endures?
is anything permanent?
who am i?
do i matter?
from whence did i come?
where am i going?
why am i here?
ancient sorrows swirl like the surf
crashing into consciousness
woundedness from antediluvian tribal
ancestors, pawns of kings
discounted, seeking solace in intoxicating
weeds only to implode inwardly into despair
tiny child within wails in fear
looking into the face of
annihilation
oblivion
chaos seas, nonbeing, nonmeaning
nothingness
there, through the mist, just offshore
rises a rock around which i have
scuba dived in calmer times
massive, its kelp hair drenched as it is
baptized a thousand times
only to emerge unscathed
protecting tiny fish, anemone, crabs, and octopus
that will ride out this storm under the shadow of
petra saeculorum

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